Beccah’s Shrapnel

Vengeance sparking, spewing spells of dark, forboding fire,
Shooting fragments of her rage across the night,
Still obsessed with how you selfishly disgraced our noble soul,
Her wrath, it saddens me, and surely dims the light;
I had to disconnect, I didn’t want to be exposed,
To her tears and retribution any more,
After channeling her fierceness, for the post departure poems,
God, the ways she wants to even up the score;
The January storms, the twenty second, third, and fourth,
Were Beccah’s fury, oh the lightning in her eyes,
And after tuning in for these three days, my heart, it cried,
And I had to turn away, it hurt, cut ties;
After losing you, I lost her too, it broke my heart,
Yet another time, as she is part of me,
Her ferocity toward you is cruel and harsh, extreme and wild,
And her fervor curses you and progeny;
Today I tried again, tuned in to her, to check her out,
And her vehemence was greater than before,
Her thirst for justice wants to crush you, drown your dreams, and break your mind,
And you’re the woman that I love, and so adore;
In love I’m holding you, with all I am, and all I know,
To counterbalance her intensity and spells,
But she’s a goddess, stronger now, and her barbarity will show,
How much she wants to make you pay, her thunder tells;
The story of commitments, plans, and promises you broke,
The selfish ways you lied and used my heart,
To get attention, sympathy, sweet romance, and delight,
But I’m surrounding you with my strength and healing art,
So weird to try to save the one I love from one I love,
So strange to share it all within my soul,
So sad to have to be away from both of you, beloved,
Since you both are part of me, and make me whole;
Vengeance sparking, spewing spells of dark, forboding fire,
Shooting fragments of her rage across the night,
Still obsessed with how you selfishly disgraced our noble soul,
Her wrath, it saddens me, and surely dims the light,
Still obsessed with how you selfishly disgraced our noble soul,
Her wrath, it saddens me, and surely dims the light.